Lost I.D.

Trying to find who I am, is that good enough for you? what do you want me to be? I've lost my Identity. I just want to be different not the same as any of you I just want to be me, search inside and find nothing new. Fear of failing now my fear has grown so much, every single thing I try is trampled and into dust, For every time I try to answer my questions of why, I still see a piece of everthing I was, fall into dust. So heres the deal you need to decide whats more important to you, is it everything I have to offer or everything I wont do? Every direction you gave me ive tried my hardest to follow, Its seems to me your own medicine is hard for you to swallow. Search inside me find all of what you want. Look inside you are you one to reallt trust? Your opinion changes like the time of day, Im my own person is what you constantly say, you lie! like its a game of staying in first, when will you realize your the one this will hurt.