Bloodflower

i've seen this, too many times before; lust gripping my heart and ripping it out i've seen this all too many times, i need You hear, with me i know this, i fear this, i love this, i hate this; God help me, God heal me, i need a way out and everytime i close my eyes i start to pray "take me away"; do you even know my name? do you even care? how i feel inside? this lust wont win again, everything i am depends on it, help me (Jesus) God please help me i need saving (4x)