Indian Giver
by All Walks of Life· from Harsh Realities
I lost you in pain,
when doubt became
disbelief.
I used to attempt to box in a god,
but realized in vain I'd always been trying.
The more I learned, the less I understood
of this faith I tried to grasp, but knew I never could.
You turned my head into a t.v. screen
filled with fairy-tales and fantasies.
Now I must face these harsh realities
about whats happening to me.