December

I wanna know cause i've been waiting long enough, who took my head and washed away the past. I wish I could kill all of the voices, the neverending fear. Yes, but i'm still feeling it. How far we have to run to lose ourselves? Why don't we just look back and try to learn from our mistakes. We have to learn and try again. We have to learn. I'll never fucking learn, I'm never fucking learning. If I could just sit right here and kill this feeling I fear. If we could just sit right here and face ourselves with no fear at all. The future is still scaring me, but I'll take control of this, one day I'll learn to live my life. One day I'll learn. Yes.