End Of December

Now I guess there's something wrong: All stars fall down the story ends Maybe there'll be another song Though nothing's left but somnolence And I'm so tired and worn out Sometimes I feel like Hawkeye Pierce I try to laugh among the tears How I'm trying not to think of you night and day But with each breath your last words come my way Will I ever trust in anyone again? Some say treasures are hidden behind sorrow and pain You made me tumble made me fall And though I seem to understand I crash my head against the wall How could this vow of yours disband? And how much longer will I stand Lying awake in sleepless nights I wish I could replace my mind... But it won't last forever So my friends do say Step by step I'm getting by And though sometimes my heart still sticks to yesterday I hold on to my dream and I'll be riding again You don't want me anymore So I walk out of your door I don't want to hear one more pathetic excuse You didn't give me just one chance I should have known by clairvoyance From the first time you didn't wear the ring anymore Good luck to you So long, Farewell, Goodbye I won't come back again You were not the one I searched for But I know I will find her Till the end of December I'll be waiting for you And I cannot longer stay here Amongst your broken promises Another planet's calling I'll be gone with the rain Till the end of December I'll be waiting for you And I got strength to endure Till the end of December All the love that I have will show me the way Till the end of December Till my heart beats again I know I'll obtain Till the end of December I'll be waiting for you