Dishonour

I STAND OUT! I've been gone for hours, waiting to be struck down I have never caused so much pain, so many times [?] [?] [?] [?] [?] But what I want is to be brought to you I feel you, watching over me [?] [?] [?] of you voice [?] [?] [?] [?] [?] I have to live with this for the rest of my life every hour dragged out, every sunrise seems so dull of my every waking moment, without you here I STAND OUT! I've been gone for hours, waiting to be struck down I have never caused so much misery, so many times even if it were just a man did you hear me screaming? NOW! at the top of my lungs did you hear the [?]? I feel you watching over me [?] [?] I have to live with this for the rest of my life every hour dragged out every sunrise seems so dull of my every waking moment, without you here The night of my life, you will regret for the rest of yours I will see this fucking through you have ruined everything I have ever lived for I want to see this ground shake I want to see this earth open up and swallow every last one of us to prove to me THERE IS NO FUCKING GOD THERE IS NO FUCKING GOD