Can´t Leave It Behind

slowly i close my eyes all alone with my own demons the agony within forced me to surrender the path i chose to walk on maybe leads me to nowhere every breath may wasted i feel like i am fucking cursed can’t leave it behind this is all i’ve got can’t leave it behind this is all i ever had can’t count the times i prayed for a sign for a different view can’t count the times i prayed for a sign just to find out that this is where i belong so many came so many went but i stayed strong to my ideals so many came just to disgrace but i’ll keep holding on keep pushing on the ideals i chose slowly i close my eyes facing my own demons surrender is for them for those giving up on themselves the path i chose to walk on maybe leads me to nowhere every breath may wasted but i have no other choice