As I recall with my stomach turning
I was holding away from myself, away from you
Like nothing, though something was terribly
wrong
And I admit that I was only waiting for the right
time
Night time, the right moment for you to look
away
Though you never did, I pretended for a while
So I could walk where I don't belong
And I remember every word you said
Come back in time, come back
And I remember I would soon be dead
Now so pitiful, so pitiful
But I know as I hammered those nails into your
beautiful hands
You eyes still try to search for mine, but I look
away
Now your eyes are the only thing that can save
me
I'm still so afraid of them piercing
You're breaking into my prison,
Just pretended for a while
My soul is dying
I won't look away
And I remember every word you said...
I'll remember every word you said
This time I won't look away