With Every Intention

Not in the running But this rain is nothing new to me anyway I see my refelction No where near who I should be The spirit is willing but The anchors of my flesh still hold me down With every distraction I lose more of who I should be Had many time to try Before I realized The flaws in my desgin May have led me to ask why Why'd you make it me so weak? I tried but I'm incomplete Is this all there is? All there is to me? How many chances At redemption do I think I'll ever get Keep changign my rhythms for a shot at somethign more Miracles happen So why do I feel like I'm being left behind It's still in my nature To look for what I can't find Is this all there is? Is this all there is to me I should be all better now This is all there is to me I can pick myself up again Is this all there is? I hope that one day I'll make a stand But rigth now This is all there is to me No matter how I dream I will never be complete Cause right now this is all there is to me Yeah right now this is all there is to me