Tell me how I'm still around.
I've been this way for years.
I've bottomed out and I've broken down.
I've fought off all of my fears.
How did I lose myself inside of my own mind?
I don't know what I'm doing wrong.
This happens every time..
How did I lose myself?
How can I fix myself?
I don't know what hurts more; my head now or before.
The pounding it won't stop.
The pounding it won't stop.
Why did I end up like this?
I can't go on like this.
What did I do to deserve all of this?