Concussed

A soul decision from a different time. A different time in a different state of mind. The life in my mind locked in time. Locked in time with no time to rewind. I killed myself but came right back, With everything I’ve ever lacked. Jammed with thoughts I can’t set free. I’ll never ever let you see the real me. Your words knock me off my feet. At night I can’t fucking sleep. My head hurts from all the fuss, I live my life this way concussed.