words not spoken, things left unsaid. sanity is broken; I can't clear my head. communication lacking, things not resolved. not knowing what your thinking, no peace at all. it takes years to build trust back up, in a second those years can die. my life can't be saved. THIS IS THE CROSS ON MY BACK. I HAVE NOT FALLEN DOWN YET. and with this burden dying slowly at best I cannot help but notice things in the past. constantly battles are fought within my soul, I cannot help out one side continuing this will lead to my fall down to the depths of suicide. I trust in myself and no one else. LOVE LETTERS WRITTEN IN INVISIBLE INK WERE GIVEN TO ME. and when I try to talk and solve theses petty differences I get the feeling that all i'm doing is wasting my time. your intentions are good but thats not good enough-its up to you this day