and I will not give up, and I failed i've had enough. open sores-constant flow, I was not supposed to know. suffocate under your light voice, that deceived and proved no point. its all lies, these thoughts don't perish. and I strive, turn on the light switch. I BLEED THROUGH MY SOFT EYES........... and I stand alone................ in time the pain will numb but it will never come to cease. how could you say that things be better this way? you cannot look me in the eyes because the guilt is "too much" for you. all you'll see is hate and disgust. deception-this is my life, made me run from what I love most. pieces of your promise......shatter, crumble, fall down to the ground. stepped on by you reveals true feelings of me.