Killing the Time With Haemoglobin

so sad of being here* so glad of being free* not dazzled of your temptations* the aim to live truly free is the first step forward* in not giving in your pathetic life* carve your self-made cool guy mask and wear it whenever you can* you are so overwhelming* you are my hero* you can change your style again and again it doesn't matter* never ever asking why* never ever live a lie* just to be seen in your scene* every conversation you take and every smile you smile I'm so tired but…(you will do it to it's bitter end it doesn't matter)hmmm…. Oh no it's just the everyman's behaviour* but oh my dear and beautiful god I recognise that I'm guilty of this too* to bring me a relief is my belief* so I will take the consequence and metamorph into a demon* shall I kill the time…I never want to but I will kill and I will drink my victims' blood* and I will squeeze it out of their bodies* the vampire takes control* haemoglobin is the drug and I will kill… XXX.