Disappointment

This is the disappointment And it’s all unravelling. Passing out on these pillows we used to share Lying to myself, helpless with myself Thinking through dead end memories What did you really mean to me? Sick to my stomach Just staring at these four walls It’s the saddest sight I’ve not slept enough tonight I tried to talk myself out of this But I’m all out of words In this love story absent of the love We stand so close together Our hearts beating out of time Clasping hands so tightly We’re barely holding on I have to let you know This goodbye Will leave a stain on my mind And as the words linger on our lips With this dying breath We hang our heads So as the train pulls away I’ll tell myself that i’m okay without you And as my heart begins to pull away I’ll tell myself that it will be okay And that I don’t miss you. I’m not missing you.