Whats the Use

Where's my head caught up in selling the drama where am I coloring the chameleon to fit in lost my integrity to have a social status good cop bad cop be all things to all people a talker a listener not a conformist I love you, I hate you trying to save you trying to hurt you who am I losing sight on why I live if I live, I live for Him if I die, I die for Him take up your cross and follow him, not the sheep time to focus on developing not damaging don't want to be another Judas what have I done