Control

and i am just not what you are looking for and i dont know what i am supposed to do and i am assured it will only make things worse and i just want a way out of here i can feel the fear gripping tight losing focus this time out of control, can't hide the scars anymore demented, i'm holding on my breath until there’s nothing left for me i fell for fallacies and deceit i am a beggar for relief madness hunts me, the path's steep sleep is for lovers and i have chosen to stay awake my feet are stucked in the years of lent the head hangs low, the throat is dry and spent a person in the mirror, pitch-eyed black staring back at me, reminding me of all that i lack control hollowed eyes can't see