To No Avail

slit the throat that uttered the truth suffocation i knew what i stood to lose i am here in the cold incision i let love go in red flows naked and stripped chipping teeth to form a smile it will only be so worthwhile moonlight slips through the cracks i must have been in a coma for weeks i'm on the floor a soulless shell into depressions realm into bottomless wishing well i live it out i bleed it out for how long has it been i pin the shards in the veins i wrench open my hearts cave to see the character in its truthfullness i hear the voices standing in awe of better days i see my world from a daze a cold sting of loneliness enriches the words you have saved for me dwell on the closing, you said for this is the closer for it is the repetition of former sorrows you fall in love with things that arent there and never, you said, ask fortune to get it right you dont see that you are bleeding and trembling your hands hold nothing at all, bound to nothing, each to each so this is life, more scars than skin? you want to feel it all? this is it. it's all we have. it hurts.