Smash Your Enemies

I hope I'm alive. To witness your Make you feel my sorrow. Encompass all my pain. That I've left for years. Dreading each dying day. Hanging by a thread. On the edge of my sanity. When I wake up the real nightmare begins. Will I make through my time in living hell? Do I possess the strenght to smash my fears into the ground? I've tried to be strong. I've tried to overcome but I don't think I possess the strenght to carry on. I'm torn between and there's no right choice. I've gotta fight back. I won't be scarred for life.