Kayfabe Memories

Trying to hold on to the way I once felt getting harder every year, as the felling slips away that idealistic kid that i once was isn't who i am anymore I still believe in everything i ever said and that's why it hurts so bad to think did we turn everything we stood against? it's so hard to hang onto the memories I remember the days when it felt like so much more than fashion,merch sales, and kids paid at the door living in the trenches four fucking years will break you down and make you look around I wish that I never open my eyes don't break kayfabe do you remeber when this felt like it was so much more? I remember those days man, carved in stone long drives to see bands who didn't stand the test of time with friends who lasted just as long, faded away with the times I remember when all I wanted was so easy to reach but all the certainity has been sucked away from me don't get me wrong,i still believe, in the power that we have together idealistically but whats the fucking point,if we cant take what we know and fight the real enemy? let make this matter for once