Down and Under
by Justice· from Live and Learn
Something pulls me down and under
Something takes over I can't control
Why do I keep digging my own hole
Don't know what makes me feel this cold
From childhoodhour life ended up being a lie
Saw things I didn't want to see too many times
Pushed away those who tried to care
They didn't understand they were unaware
Now I lose myself somewhere along the night
Something changes in this head of mine
Split personality caught between two sides
Lose myself in my own lies
When the darkness clears I can rise
Sun shines I'm on the other side
Scared to see the day fly by
Slowly but surely losing touch with my own life
Now I lose myself somewhere along the night
Something changes deep inside
Split personality caught between two sides
Lose myself in my own lies
Will these wounds heal with time?
Only few saw and only few knew
They slipped out of my hand like sand
Why can't I drop the mask, I know I can
But the sun goes under and I'll turn
I'll turn in that tortured soul again