Twenty percent

Another pointless dream fades away and I'm forced to open my eyes and I wish I were still asleep through the pain The sun shines on my face and fate has imprisoned me in one more perfect day A fractured image leaves only black and I grow distant as I have once before Now it has occurred and I can't escape from these memories that run so deep prevented of everything devoid of sleep and my attempt at deletion remains incomplete I knew it would and depression would return I wish I could end my life but you have left me weak so I guess this sadness is my eternity I know that if we'd never met I'd still have a smile on my face but given the choice I'd endure the pain I wish it were one hundred but it's twenty percent that from my only wish would bleed reality countless attempts are made but it's all in vain because it's just too easy to enter another daydream maybe I'd forget you one summer's day.