Epic

am i just brunt out? have i just faded away? locked up on the inside, i cant find the strength to say. beat by beat i bleed, me calloused heart waste away. this change is here to stay.. what have i dont to deserve this? down on my luck again, i swear my innocence. surrounded by loneliness, freezing so cold, i dont know what to do, this shit is getting old. just like i wanna break out, but i dont know how. just like i cant break free, but i dont know how. i feel like im running out of time, i feel like im losing my fucking mind. everything is gone, everything is lost, everything is gone, will i survive? , nothings the same, i doubt myself again when i cant explain,