Final Strength

best of times turn to miserable days I can't erase the negative thoughts in my head the taste of pain, I can't swallow it down one day a fulfilled life, the other day I'm alone I thought you were the rose among thorns you took me for a ride now I sit here and rot love took this life out of me now it's too hard to face my own destiny I tried to get away from it all but I see your studded pic on the wall my trust exploited, you mistreated my heart seen a tough man cry, you demoralized my soul you never know when heaven turns to hell when your living will fades and leaves an empty shell and the only thing that keeps you going on is the will to persist until you live life alone all my goals were based around you challenged by our past but we would make it through the final outcome of devotion and trust are shattered dreams and non-healing wounds all your good intentions seem jaded severe coldness you hide behind this smile you are the master of illusion you can't fool me no more you never know when heaven turns to hell when your living will fades and leaves an empty shell and the only thing that keeps you going on is the will to persist until you live life alone on my own... live life alone... until i live my life alone I SEEK MY STRENGTH IN LONELINESS