Inward Spiral
by Naumachia· from Black Sun Rising
Can't decipher the human code
It's getting harder to know what's real
Don't know how to live among you all
Immune and indifferent, I just can't feel
Can't live your life
Diminished to a number
Dwarfed to a cubicle of flesh
Chasing time like a rat on a wheel
You make it go faster
And complain how it feels
INWARD SPIRAL
I am asking myself questions
Just to hear someone talk
I get intimate with my thoughts
I'm going quietly insane
I alleviate the delusion
Of being a slave to triggered responses
And remind myself of being alive
By frequent incisions and spilling my blood