I'm at a loss for words/everything around me is falling apart/my world is spinning/how long before it stops/one foot in a cold grave/this war has grown inside my head/the weight of depression/it drags me down/I'll hold my ground/in the eye of the storm/no angels will sing me home/once again forsaken/once again alone/choking on/my own blood/this is how you left me/how could I/ever rise/with these thorns in my side/How can I persist?/when these chains and stones hold me here/forgotten by time and left to die/drenched in my misery/sever my wings, nail me to the cross/i'll bear my soul/when the ravens pick my bones clean/look into my eyes/I'm still alive though a part of me died