Ready To Snap

by Off Balance· from Demo

Since a very young age, I remember the dread / The sense of disaster that leads straight to my head / The unknowing collapse that will surely arrive / Just when things are going great and I start to feel alive / A false sense of security begins to set in / That positivity that always wears thin / Just when I'm about to feel happy and content / I find my last bit of luck has been spent / My fate is crushed hard like a crash in the street / To my pessimistic ways I am forced to retreat / To hate and never trust is a way to react / I'm losing touch with my sanity, I'm ready to snap / I'm losing control / Mental trauma consumes me whole / The last of my marbles are falling to the trap / Don't know if it's coming, but I'm ready to snap / Desperation I've cried / Loneliness inside / And I just drank a bottle of Jack, so you'd better watch your step because I'm ready to snap / The arrogant depraved that inhabit the Earth / Their weak pathetic ways are no value or worth / Pure disgust and hate in the deepest sense / Is what I feel for these pawns and their ignorance / I'd like to put them all six feet in the dirt / An act of retribution for all of the hurt / That they've inflicted and the pain that they've instilled / In my dream world they would all be killed / To suffer is to exist and that is a fact / I can't deal with this reality I'm ready to snap