Reaching
by ON MY SIDE· from Grow
I feel it growing deep inside my soul it's taking over slowly losing control I try to hold on but I'm losing my grip fighting these demons in my head
It's hold it's back again and its not letting go and my doubt, stems from words that send me on spirals down everyday it seems to grow with every step I take feeling lost and so unsure wish it would just go away
But. I know. I'll Find. My way.(I'll find my way) Back. Though it. Might not. Though it might not be
Today I will turn around and tear my walls back down I'll conquer fear and use my hate to uplift and perpetuate a constant awareness of a place I never want to see mark today as the day that I reclaim my mind
From. The hell. I put. (Put myself through) And now I reach. I reach. Reach for the SKY!
Today will be the day when I move on from my pain yes I know I can see today as the day I step up and walk away and I uplift myself
And I keep reaching for the sky reaching for the sky, reaching for the sky reaching so high