Self-Infliction
by ON MY SIDE· from Grow
Birthed from the deepest thoughts in my head something I've pushed furthest from my mind a constant devastating torment strength once had, slipping so far away no real answers to what I seek to find oldest cure always being time
Pushing so hard, reaching so high falling back down burns on my hand I need patience to right my wrongs done all I can, yet I still push on
Dwelling on those distant days rebirthed angers from yesterday many mistakes with the triumphs that chapters done, done with yesterday
Standing in this never ending storm asking why at my self infliction so desperate and frantic, never finding my way always looking back, never focused on today simple the answer, but I turned the other way a constant anxiety that tears me down
Pushing so hard, reaching so high falling back down, burns on my hand I need patience to right my wrongs done all I can, yet I still push on
Dwelling on those distant days rebirthed angers from yesterday many mistakes with the triumphs that chapters done, done with yesterday
But that was then today is now,now,now(TODAY IS NOW!)
No longer will those days drag me down I've got the will to turn it around no more reliving a pain ot needed just looking forward, living the way I see fit
No longer will those days drag me down I've got the will to fucking turn it around no more reliving a pain ot needed just looking forward, living the way I see fit
Reliving mistakes and stunting my growth (NO MORE) monumental regrets, keep them in the past (MOVE ON) that chapter's done, what will the new (ONE HOLD) I'll make it great and I won't let me fall