Out Of Control

I see a gateway to another world An escape from this world I shut my eyes and suddenly everything stops I shut my eyes and everything spins Oh please let me drift off soon I need passage from this body To a calming place You’ve tortured my mind Thoughts turned to sludge Even in my dreams my world SPINS OUT OF CONTROL! OUT OF CONTROL! I cant escape this burning hell Why cant I get my act straight I have no direction Dementia’s closing in! All I see is static These walls built around me Are draining the last of my sanity gotta get my life back on track find a better way for tomorrow presents a new day How can I depend on someone else to save me when I cant save myself CANT SAVE MYSELF your song that used to lull me now irritates my rest