Reality Sucks
by Pound For Pound· from Kill Yourself
Lord help me stop this hate
When I wake all I feel is pain
Lost love and friends long gone
Why am I here? What did I do wrong?
Here to go on and suffer it seems
Reality's nothing but a bad dream
As much as I will always try
It seems though I'll never die
Poison runs through my veins
Demons I can't escape
Can't wash them away
Pray for death every day
Barely alive my eyes grow tired
Life is punishment in itself
You'll never see the pain in me
I die slowly inside myself
My memories of yesterday
Burned out and here to stay
Happiness I had is gone
How have I stayed alive this long?
Here to go on and suffer it seems
Reality's nothing but a bad dream
As much as I will always try
It seems though I'll never fucking die