This Hate
by Pound For Pound· from Kill Yourself
This life I hate
You'll never know my pain
You'll never understand why
I've bled all I have in me
I'll suffer till the day I die
As long as I'm alive
My hate will live on
This fire of revenge in me.
My hate will live on
As long as I'm above ground.
You will feel what I feel
Go off like a loaded gun
In which I'll never conceal
I've already given up
I've got nothing left to loose
My minds punished me enough
So I'll kill it with drugs and booze
Don't try to save me
Your words fall on deaf ears
Save your speech for someone else
Save all your thoughts and prayers
I'm not deserving forgiveness
Thought I've tried to redeem myself
I've done more harm then good
I don't deserve anyone's help
Resist temptations hand to take another's life
Watch my enemies suffer
For what I feel is right
Defeated in this world of chaos
This hate has killed me inside
Jaded and confused
No truth in a time of lies
What time there is
Suicide or sacrifice