A Clearer Sky

Weights beard down pulling me under - i look around - shadows are staring at me laughing at me - letting me know where i stand - air is taken away from my lungs - from emotions that form quite slow - and the pit of darkness consumes my every way - i'm scared but trembling keeps me sane - where along the path did i take so many wrong turns - how did i end up face down crying letting pillows catch my tears? how did i even build up the tolerance to deal with this? depression is something i don't miss - can i keep me from falling into deeper parts of this hell on earth? exposing my true colors to the world withering from these wrists - now the air has gone cold and lifeless - some one has put their hand on my head - the sensation i'm feeling is real can't explain the new way that i feel - so refreshed i could conquer the world - pack my bags cause i'm thru with this girl - show me heaven i'm through with this hell - and to think i would die for no reason at all stressing because of you - now i'm leaving good-bye - the gray sky has gone blue - this time i'll remain true ... to myself - for the longest time i was lost willing to kill the pain at any cost - pushing me relentlessly to the edge - the edge of it all - now my feet are touching the ground - the doors have opened wider and i can see you at a distance - you're weeping x2 i can't see you - i guess i could care, ask you what's wrong - but i won't - i'll let you wither in your place, and from the look on your face ... you see a clearer sky - cause we're through with all of this - i've had enough, enough of you - i've had enough of this - tearing down these wall that block my progression - this poison we brew called love - broken hearts broken necks.