Heartless

To swallow my pride would be so easy - but i need your magnifying glass heart to find the ounce of respect i once had for myself - after turning my days and nights to ruin - i should cut your throat like the rope that has tied my hands - well whose hands are tied up now? whose hands? knowing you're breathing - everything we had then - the very thought of you - makes me want to cut my fucking throat - die forever - i'll never step out of this room til the sun goes down for the last time - can't look into your beautiful eyes again - i think i'll stay where the movies are bad and the endings are long and drown you out - your face cuts so easily - too late to take back the heartless words you said to me - things that brought us together now tearing us apart - i'm removing the life from you which you so call a heart - i wait anticipating the moment you choke on every word.