la seine

we write the roles we play.so forgive me when i don`t believe anything you say. so goddamn the weight of the hand that holds you down. abby, goddamnit it`s the weight that everyone carries around.it`s nothing to you.i can see pride has always had it`s way with me. i am lost between fear and dreams,the man you want me to be.but i find myself returning endlessly to walking countless miles around my room,to passing countless afternoons. like a river cuts the earth beneath my feet in two you can`t replace the years i lost to you.