Refuse

I refuse... a life of denial... of emptiness... a life of no emotion... of emptiness... a life of lust... of emptiness... a life of hatred... of emptiness... I can feel your eyes burn a hole through me I can feel your accusations bounce off me I can feel your anger attack me try to deny an essential part of me... I am more than a body... I am more than this machine... I am more so much more... I refuse to live your lie I refuse you... I am more so much more than ashes... dust... I am more so much more than a simply dissected machine... I am not.