Let Me Die In Peace

My hands are skinned to the bone. My knuckles bleed. Why dont they just leave me alone. My mind races. I just close my eyes. If i just hold my breath will this world just pass me by? Just let me die in peace. I did this to myself. I cant explain my thoughts or actions to anybody else. My reasoning is blurred. My thoughts become deranged. My enemy is my own self, my mind has me enslaved.