The Disease Is Me

Not even the deepest of all breaths makes me leave behind the bitterness. The shit I swallow suffers no regret. I’m punished with neglect. Disease is me. Ashes to ashes. Dust to dust. I have no feelings, I am lost. Ashes to ashes. Dust to dust. All my emotions have been crushed. Touch me. Heal me. Disease is me. Tell me You love me. I want to believe. I want to believe that there is something more than loneliness and remorse. Ashes to ashes. Dust to dust. I am nothing, I am crushed.