A Profound Hatred of Man (reissue) by Shai Hulud

Hardly

by Shai Hulud· from A Profound Hatred of Man (reissue)

I am a memory, and I never existed. And now I am nothing. Her name, a single word, melts me - takes me to the ground. Hardly alive. Can't she see I'm destroyed by yesterdays? And do I gain? I could only dream for chance to side with me. Inquire. Ingest. Implode. Let this not be the disassemblance of me. Another night with arms still empty. I'm destroyed. And do I gain? Or just fall.