Heated

i'm so fucking heated yet i can see my breath searching for patience i got none left the streets so cold still i'm boiling red everything?s exploding inside of my head my lungs are collapsing
grasping for air looking for help but there?s no one there don?t know if i can make it this time i'm alone i'm enraged i'm just trying to survive why cant i ever calm the fuck down why do i hate everything around me for no reason i just get so fucking pissed worked up over shit i shouldn?t have to deal with rage is what drives me this shit is a fact why should i love a world that wont love me back pissing on everything in my view
i can only name a few why should i love a world that wont love me back why should i love a world that wont acknowledge me i don?t believe it anything at all except my hate because it?s the only thing with me every fucking day