No I'm Not

Let's see, let me think back 'cause it's been about five years now. And I'm thinking that I should be a little bit more screwed up than I am. Barely a bitter bone inside of me. I feel fine at least I think I am, and it's hard to admit that this family is disfunctional. Why don't I just give in and make believe I'm struggling within it all. Let's see, let me think back 'cause it's been about five years now. And I'm not freaking out. I don't need to speak to someone. Mom you know I'll be okay. Trust me, believe me, hear me... This is my therapy. This is my outlet. This mic's her tape recorder. This stage her leather couch. And there's no way of changing this. Let's see, let me think back 'cause it's been about five years now, five years.