Torn, ashamed and broken. I'll never see what you see. I'm outside looking in. So disillusioned, so lost. You made me think it was all my fault. Disgrace. You left me out of reach. In these cries and in your eyes. I'm falling from you. End the cycle that breaks me down. Dead hands and a face of fire. traces of you still cloud my eyes. Here I am, struggling not to reach you. I look forward to better days. You've made me see that still I have not changed. Now I only dream with closed eyes.