DESERTER
by Snake Eyes· from "s/t" (7")
LYE AWAKE AT NIGHT DWELL ON THE NEGATIVE
SEARCHING FOR ANSWERS AND REASONS TO LIVE
COMING UP SHORT THE STORY OF MY LIFE
INDECISION PLAGUES MY MIND
I KNOW IT?S NO ONES FAULT BUT MY OWN
SUFFER WEAKNESS? THEY?LL NEVER KNOW
ALWAYS FEEL LIKE EVERYONE?S OUT TO GET ME
I AM MY OWN WORST ENEMY
NOTHING BUT HATE FOR ALL I SEE
THERE?S NO PLACE IN THIS WORLD FOR ME
FAILED TO FIT IN
THIS IS HOW I'M MEANT TO BE
THERE?S NO PLACE IN THIS WORLD FOR ME
PROTECT MYSELF BUILT WALLS OF SECLUSION
TRY TO MAKE THINGS WORK BUT THERE?S NOT RESOLUTION
CAN?T PRETEND TO LIKE ALL THAT I DESPISE
I CAN?T CONFORM I CAN?T COMPROMISE
NO DIRECTION NO AMBITION
AN ENDLESS CYCLE OF REPITITION
NO HOPE TO SET ME FREE
HAPPINESS IS JUST A WORD TO ME
NOTHING BUT DISGUST FOR ALL I SEE
TIGHTENING THE CHAINS ON ME
SELF DESTRUCTION MY ONLY MEANS
I WON?T ACCEPT WHAT I?LL NEVER BE