Loyalty Is Far Beyond My Reach

RED BLOOD I SIT HERE THINKING WHAT'S WRONG WITH MY EMOTION CONFUSED AND WONDERING HEARTS TORN BY MY DEVOTION DWELLING DEEP INSIDE OF ME IS PAIN THAT NEEDS TO BE SET FREE DRINKING THIS FEAR THAT I'M ALONE THINKING REALIZE I'M ON MY OWN MY HEART IT LONGS TO SPEAK FREELY STAYING STRONG STRUGGLING COME TO TERMS WITH FRIEND OR FOE CHANGING IT'S HARD TO KNOW I TRY TO BE THERE FOR MY KIND LISTEN AND OPEN UP MY MIND SO TIRED I HATE THE THOUGHT OF GIVING I'M TIRED I HATE THE THOUGHT OF LIVING FORGET ALL YOUR PATIENCE HATRED FEEDS INNOVATION HERE FORGET WHAT I'VE BECOME IN THIS MESS BE THE ONE ACCEPT MY GIVING RETURN WITHOUT YOU FATE DETERMINES MY OWN LIES START FROM BEGINNING LOVE AND ONLY SKIN CHANGE KNOW