I've Let You Ruin Me
by Swamp Thing· from In Shame
love and hate
what a violent pair
jealous and angry
and the thought that nobody?s here
here for me
when i've tried for you
i traced a heart on your window last night
and sat still to see how deep you'd cut me
sometimes i burn things, our memories
but every step away i take is one closer to you
i have no right to ask for help
but tonight you count the stars alone
the sky is empty and wishing doesn't work
i?m stuck alone again
i?m alone again
i?ve let you ruin me
your name is like swallowing coals
just smile and know you make me choke
it?s all my fault that crippling pain
i dealt the unfair hand
and now all is lost
"good luck with me," they said
maybe you should listen
this cursed light will only burn me
i'll let you ruin me