19 Years, 40 Years

what about the time you cried just to keep me from my hiding spot didn't take a lot didn't take a lot what about the times i walked just to listen to you talk didn't take a lot didn't take a lot you can't throw away 19 years and i can't believe you'd let me hear it's been a long time since i've been around did you ever think about how i never tried shutting you out what kind of payback did i get and now i wonder why you never wanted my side what kind of payback is that