Thanks for last night

Maybe I should have listened. Maybe things would be different. Thanks for not caring. Turning your back on what I did. Was I old enough - wise enough. The world will never know. Thanks for letting go. Records play and my mind wasnders to this page. A bunch of words I wrote. Last time I found myself alone. How could I have known that what I did would come to this. Fuck my life - look at this mess. Knuckles turn white as I hold on tight. Not knowing where this road will go. Fuck you - thanks for letting go. Thanks for not caring...