and I begin the longest year ever

everyday's a struggle a work in progress that's my life torn and tattered is how I feel how much longer till it gives in my mind I'm at work with myself I just can't win it gets harder everyday I come apart at the seems when we're young all we know is everything works out right where the hell did life go wrong, look at where I am every years a blur people change, I'm still the same day in and day out, I will drive you mad failure's what I am, negative all day long knowing I'll never be much more than I am when we're young all we know is everything works out right where the hell did life go wrong, look at where I am gave it my all, there is no hope, I can feel it life is caving in I am my own worst enemy I told myself so many times "life won't get the best of me" but that's all a lie everyday's a struggle a work in progress that's my life torn and tattered is how I feel how much longer till it gives in my mind I'm at wor with myself I just can't win it gets harder everyday I come apart at the seems