Long Goodnight

Every attempt to... if filled with holes. It reads like a polygraph I'm told. I'm not bitter anyway. Let it go. I never sleep still lest I forget. Tied down by handicaps instead. I'm not bitter anyway, but I didn't want it to turn out this way. Sing a long goodnight, forfeit any fight. Refuse to rest assured. It comes with no reply. Hold on too tight. I hang on every word. If it all ended tonight, you know that I wouldn't mind. It'd be back to the good old times before it won.