The Last

these fingers so frail paint in my mind scars down the back of my eyes death walks with me alone tonight the coldness whispers it's almost near rest for soon it will be over years flash before me & i understand why im here no one will ver know,as the picture comes clear don't worry they tell me this feeling won't last forever voices beating their drums in my heart the water looks so peaceful below & the struggle lets go climbing over the wall of life's edge leaving behind the smiles of yesterday the light that shined has vanished to a grayscale of night tears once present now look into the drynessinside silent words entered the sky screamed from this body as a reply,& these words begin to write dear Lord,if these break the earth & enter your courts save me tonight time is short & the huet of death grows with every breathe here i am at the end this wall that blocked you out for so long opens wide & i begin to burn from the inside i'll never forget that night the night Jesus Christ made the blackness white...